2 years later...
It's so weird to sit in front of the laptop and type something because it's been almost 2 years since I've used my blog or even opened it. So much has happened at this time and looking back I'm actually sad I haven't documented any of it. I have traveled a lot in two years, changed jobs, gained new friends, been completely lost and found myself again, but most important grown as a person. I haven't had the motivation, to be honest, to do anything blog related but I've always enjoyed it so much, so what could be a better time to slowly get back into it than now. The world has been hit by a virus and most of the countries are in lockdown and also UK which means I'm not able to go to work and will be home until further notice. I think we are all in a bit of a shock, what to do with our time and how to use it in the best way. I'm so happy I can just slow down and take a break for a bit from my fast-paced life every single day.
London can be exhausting, to be honest, and this is something that I've become to realise in the last two years, it has become my home and the place I really love but sometimes I wish to just go for a walk in a forest or seaside, away from all the people and the noise. Yes, I really sound like an old person but if you are from a small place like me that's what London will do to you eventually. That's why I probably have travelled so much in the last two years, I sometimes wanna get away from this place every once in a while because it all can take its the toll on you. Travelled to Mexico, Amsterdam, Hong Kong, Germany, Greece, New York, France and seen so many beautiful places that have in my bucket list, I'm so grateful that I've had a chance to travel to those places and even more grateful now. A sidenote probably will never take granted to be able to go to the restaurant, take tube ride or just socialise with friends. Also, something cool that happened last year I took my boyfriend to Estonia for the first time last summer which was such an amazing experience for him. He was a bit worried to travel there in the first place and so was I to be honest as Estonia can be a bit racist place sometimes but we had so much fun and really enjoyed it. I was also able to be a tourist in my hometown for the first time lol.
Anyways I haven't planned much for this year only trip to Spain in April which we have to cancel and hopefully can change the booking but let's see, I need to contact the hotel and see what they can do for us. Probably this epidemic will last for a long time so I will stay safe and sound in the UK until further notice.
What else has happened? I have been on a journey with myself, to be honest. I have realised not to compare my life so much with others and understand that things happen at the right time and when I'm ready for them. It's so easy nowadays to just get stuck in social media and bring yourself down without no reason. I always thought it does not affect me but actually, it affects everyone, you just don't realise it because you are so consumed by it. I try to not to pay so much attention to it anymore. When I post things I do it for myself and nobody else.
I started meditating which really helps with anxiety, stress etc and helps to be more in the present moment. I've never had problems working out or going to the gym, it's such a relief for me and helps me a lot to clear my head on a stressful day but also I listen to my body and if I'm not in the mood I will give myself a break and eat something good (chocolate a day keeps bad mood away lol). I really found a healthy balance in my life and the most important thing for me now is Balance. Even if I don't make it to the gym I try to do something active and keep myself moving even if it's choosing stairs instead of a lift or walking few stops instead of jumping on a bus. It really is all about choosing a healthier option, if you are planning to start this journey then just try to find something you really enjoy and try to stick with it even when it's 1x-2x a week in the beginning. I'm such a routine person myself so keeping a healthy routine is so important to me. The mission is now to keep this blog as a routine :D. For example today I went for a 15-minute jog around the neighbourhood (and yes I kept the distance), I haven't been running for a long time as I had some knee problems but I took it easy and it felt great. afterwards, I did 30 minute HIIT training at the back of my building. I live next to the Thames so don’t have to go far to find a nice quiet corner to workout, it was beautiful with the sunshine and calm water. I finished my workout with a bit of meditation to get my energy in place for the day.
London can be exhausting, to be honest, and this is something that I've become to realise in the last two years, it has become my home and the place I really love but sometimes I wish to just go for a walk in a forest or seaside, away from all the people and the noise. Yes, I really sound like an old person but if you are from a small place like me that's what London will do to you eventually. That's why I probably have travelled so much in the last two years, I sometimes wanna get away from this place every once in a while because it all can take its the toll on you. Travelled to Mexico, Amsterdam, Hong Kong, Germany, Greece, New York, France and seen so many beautiful places that have in my bucket list, I'm so grateful that I've had a chance to travel to those places and even more grateful now. A sidenote probably will never take granted to be able to go to the restaurant, take tube ride or just socialise with friends. Also, something cool that happened last year I took my boyfriend to Estonia for the first time last summer which was such an amazing experience for him. He was a bit worried to travel there in the first place and so was I to be honest as Estonia can be a bit racist place sometimes but we had so much fun and really enjoyed it. I was also able to be a tourist in my hometown for the first time lol.
Anyways I haven't planned much for this year only trip to Spain in April which we have to cancel and hopefully can change the booking but let's see, I need to contact the hotel and see what they can do for us. Probably this epidemic will last for a long time so I will stay safe and sound in the UK until further notice.
What else has happened? I have been on a journey with myself, to be honest. I have realised not to compare my life so much with others and understand that things happen at the right time and when I'm ready for them. It's so easy nowadays to just get stuck in social media and bring yourself down without no reason. I always thought it does not affect me but actually, it affects everyone, you just don't realise it because you are so consumed by it. I try to not to pay so much attention to it anymore. When I post things I do it for myself and nobody else.
I started meditating which really helps with anxiety, stress etc and helps to be more in the present moment. I've never had problems working out or going to the gym, it's such a relief for me and helps me a lot to clear my head on a stressful day but also I listen to my body and if I'm not in the mood I will give myself a break and eat something good (chocolate a day keeps bad mood away lol). I really found a healthy balance in my life and the most important thing for me now is Balance. Even if I don't make it to the gym I try to do something active and keep myself moving even if it's choosing stairs instead of a lift or walking few stops instead of jumping on a bus. It really is all about choosing a healthier option, if you are planning to start this journey then just try to find something you really enjoy and try to stick with it even when it's 1x-2x a week in the beginning. I'm such a routine person myself so keeping a healthy routine is so important to me. The mission is now to keep this blog as a routine :D. For example today I went for a 15-minute jog around the neighbourhood (and yes I kept the distance), I haven't been running for a long time as I had some knee problems but I took it easy and it felt great. afterwards, I did 30 minute HIIT training at the back of my building. I live next to the Thames so don’t have to go far to find a nice quiet corner to workout, it was beautiful with the sunshine and calm water. I finished my workout with a bit of meditation to get my energy in place for the day.
This is my second week home as I was sick last week(self-isolating) and this week I really feel my energy is coming back and I'm so happy about that. Let's all take this chance to relax, be grateful and do things we never have time for or always wanted to do. Let's create new routines and try to enjoy this reality we have now. Sending you all best wishes and stay healthy and safe darlings!
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